Qutting blogging..... Miss YoU VeRy BadLy.

Quitin bloggin..no mood writin...
and moving to grandma's house very soon...mayb wont be on9 for few months until i register new streamyx..

My last topic and word for my blog is....
I miss u dad, I love u...
U r always my dad....The best dad ever in the world
Wish to see u once moree...
The leader of my family 4everr..
Wish u to stay with us 4ever and hapi 4ever...
Will never forget you and never accept this cox you are still around me..














My dad is a very good dad... He changed all his bad habit to a very good onee to keep our family happy alwayss and healthy always... Even my mom scolded...my dad will never argue back even one word...and tried his best to change it....Finally, he could make it... but...haixx
Anywayss, in positive thinking, all his wishes had donee and finished... he became a very good dad compair to last timee, everyone of his family and friends praised him, -a very hardworkin person, - a very responsible person, - very steady, - worked very hard to be a good dad and alots more praisess....
And a very loving person....bought us so many things tat we need, tat we wannt very badly....
A very caring person.....buy food for us when ever we are hungry...
A very very hardworkin person....worked very hard to work and gain moneyy for family...
work very hard to be a good dad and change himself...

There are still lot of thingss bout my dad that i didnt say heree...Wad i can say is..
I never regret that i called u dad...I never regret that i miss you and worry bout you all the time...
Hope tat u r hapi alwayss and satisfy with wad u've done and we done for you...
There is nth that u owe us...
You are always my dad....and our dad 4ever
18 March 2009 1.00-2.30a.m - the day u left us and the day u have to go...I will never forget it...
May god bless you all the timee
And we do love you always and 4everr..
Take caree...

UnLuCkY Dayyy

Woke up at 8am++ today...so earlyy... ate lot in the morning...thn on9 chit chat.....
Thn went to jusco at 11am wid my friendss....Watch WATCHMEN! Lolss..its 18pl...omgg...
Why they buy 18pl again...Hahh....So dam worried before enter..Lolss..
But at last...i entered sucessfully....the person who check the ticket didnt stop me..Lolss..so lucky..Anyways the movie was 0k...After watchiin thn i went to buy new boots..lolss..so exp man..ahh.. After that we went back....

After reachin home thn prepair to go for futball...in Shoot Out futsal...Lol....Its quite far...and im so unlucky...at last i didnt go...went back home....Lolss. Know why? Hehh..
Walked to the mobil station in the pasar...and waitin for taxi ther...Got 1 lengluii ther....She's form 3 or form 4 i think.....Lolss..too bad her mum is there...hahh..if not......................Lolss...too bad the gal kena scoldin by mum..lols...i can hear from the place i sit..hehh..pity herr..Mum scolded her..whers her friend...why haven come and fetch u...waited so long your friend still haven come fetch u .. Lol...chamm...

Back to me....waited quite long...at last i get 1 taxi.. an old man...blur man..zzzzz...so unlucky to enter his dam car....and this is the first time i take taxi my self alone....Lol...big boy d...xD
I opened the door and ask....can go shoot out futbal ther? somewher around petronas i think...i also not sure wher...thn he said he know where is it....thn drive me to go ther...lol....he drived me to segambut football field....ZZzzzzzzz.... i said shoot out futball there...indoor football game one...futsal....not outdoor game in the field....Lolss..He also dam blurr....Thn say..oh i know wher alrdy...kk i bring u now...zzzzzzzz....bring till half way thn ask me...wher is it ah?? WAD THE HELL!?! i also dont know wher is it...now he asking me...walao.....Haixx...Thn i ask him to put me at petronas there, somewhere around the place he driving around and around to find the place.. RM 5.00...Zzzz wastee....zha dao...this uncle...zzzzz....
I dont know wher m i after get out from the taxi..zzzz....Never been to this place before...summore the place so weird and so few ppl eventhouh thers many shop....Dam scare there...summore alone...and dont know where am i.....Waalaoo.....thn walk here and walk there like a mad guy to look for taxi....Its raining summore..so heavily..wad the...Zzzzz....dam unlucky..... Finally i found 1 good spot...and waited there...Somewhere around compleks sukan i think..lols...got K-RAOKE summore..zzz......waited in front of the K-RAOKE complex ther..i also not sure wad place is it..... quite alot taxi pass by also..but all taxi never stop ther...cox was raining..Finally got 1 taxi agreed to take me...he is an indian....ahhh..indian.......dam scare summore.....but no choice...was rainin..and no point i continue wait ther...so i entered the car...
and tell him wher to go...i decided to go back home...haiix...dun wanna go that shoot out again..so dangerous...later same things happened again....thn im dead.....This indian fella also not very sure wher is kepong baru...Walaoo....but luckily he knows where is metro prima jusco...Lolss...Thn i ask him to go back to jusco first...i will show u the way to go back kepong baru....hehh..he followed my instruction..lols....and keepon talk wid me....and we talked alot in the taxi lol....didnt know he so talkative and so good... Hehh.....thn....at last i reach at kepong baru skul lols...SMKB...heh.....he stop infront of the skul ....and told me..."i didnt know here hav one skul also" i never been here before....hehh.... Thn keep ask me question ...thn ask me dont go out first.....cox the rain is very heavy..wait a while more....I tot he wants to cheat money...lols...but no..he charge me money first...and ask me to stay in car first...but i said no nid...cox hav to go home d...Heh..thn i also get out from ther car...hehh..He said thank you...ahh..i suppose to say first....Lols...wad a good taxi driver...xD....Finally im save....Hahh....
So tiring day...and meaningful day.....learned a lesson..... Lolss...
Thats all...

TiRiNg YeArr..Haiix

Gratzz to the 4 classes for the bm singing competition...all classes also did great job...heh...eventhough ther is still first place and second place...but all classes are almost the same..hehss

Huhhh.....dam tired of ftball training....everyday also hav to go for trainin for the tournament...
too bad...the tournament postpone to 24 march after holiday...hah...its a good newss actually..
Today was dam tired in the skul....this the first time..felt so tired in the class...Keep forcing my self not to close my eyes...hehh...summore got friendly match today after skul...
Match against segambut jaya...many of my others skul fren also said they r very very good...Lol..
But for me...they r just 0k only.. c0x we Draw-ed 2-2 wit segambut jaya(second friendly match) mayb we lucky? Hehs.....and teacher said...many of us played better thn last match against manjalara...
many of thm kena scold also...include me....Its good to be scolded...so tat we will change our playin style to a better style and correct style...
Anywayss..i felt so guilty after the match...heh...c0x cant do anythin also...and cant perform good performance.....haiix..tats y kena scold...felt so dam guilty...haiixx.....Many of thm also improve why im not the one? ..Haixx
And reli felt dam embarrassed...c0x show a bad performance....everytime i made mistake...and lookin to my own team facess,(dissapointed face) on me and also teacher also dissapointed on me.... i felt so sorry and dam piss...hahh..
I just need confident ...but i couldnt make it...haiss lar....still hav to work harderr and harder...Bsides train, hav to study also....so tiring man...lucky i dun hav any tuition...if not...i cant manage my time well.. its so tiring..

Shud i quit frm skul team football? Lol...quit skul team but will still go for training...c0x i just want to gain experience and improve my self joinin skul team..but didnt know we will hav tournament and this and that... But its not a good thing to quit also....just 2 more weeks..tournament... and i alrdy trained so much d....just hav to train harder....and go through this 2 weeks...thn only decide....

Studies gettin worse and worse and lazierr.. summore hav to face the FAMILY...almost everytime also hav problem and arguing in the family...this is the worse yearr...hah....haixx....last year is so much better compair to this year....and im lucky to hav a good dad...When my mom scold my dad, he will never quarrel bad...he will just keep quiet and listen...its not all my dad fault... but no choice....just hav to keep quiet and listen to my mom to avoid quarrel happen in family.....Its not my mom fault also....haixxx...duno wad to say...both of thm also worked so hard to gain money....mayb my mom too worried wid her job...cox of she will be stop workin on this month for 1 and the half month? my mom work in the sungei wang...parkson...and i heard she said that...parkson will be close for 2 month or 1 month startin frm this month or next month...for some reason and she said she worked ther for so long and so many frens alrdy...its hard for her to leave....haiixx...

thats all

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1) SeNg
2) WiSh mY fAmiLy HAPPY and HealThy aLwaySs
3) WiSh n0 aRgueMeNt iN fAmiLyy
4) WoRk hArD and sTuDy hArD f0r SPM
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9) Meet m0ree new fRieNdss
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12) WisSh cAn fInIsH mY dAiLy h0MeWorK aLL tHe tiMe ^^
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14) WisH tO hAvee aMbiTioN sOON...(still n0 ambition yet..xD)
15) WiSh aLL mY fRiEnDss HAPPY and HEALTHY alwayss^^
16) WiSh mY faMiLyy and aLL of my fRiEnDss dreAmmss oR wishess mAy c0Me tRuee^^

LoStt...

Aiks...My lisan bm still no chance to do yet..Lols...Everytime also mr.ellan busy..thn no time for lisan...hahh....dam lucky...Mr.ellan make joke in the class again today..lols...keepon makin fun of students....hahh..laugh for the whol day...Love his lesson...pro joker...lol

ahh...today is the skul team first friendly match against Manjalara skul....
Lost 3-1....Hehss....Not that bad i think....Everyone plays very well....Lol....Tot the match will be posphone to others day...c0x rain at the afternoon....and the game start at 4.. rain from 2++ until 3.30 lol...nice weather...heh
The most funny things is manjalara player...lol....using all the stupid kind of tactics to make us lost concentrate....they pinch our ass from behind...Lol! gayy fella.. not only pinch one person....quite a number of thm kena pinch also..lol...luckily i didnt...Heh...but wanna try also..Lol
Their refree also freakin annoyin...he knows his own skul team player pinch our skul team ass to make us lost concentrate...but...he said "tak nampak" and smilin...Lol...WTH! Unfair...
anyway.....its a good lesson for us....lol...pinch ppl ass...Hehh..

ALthough lost, its a good game...next week tournament d...Hehh....Hope so will win? or draw...Hehh
Dam tired....because of tournament hav to train everyday this week....hah...hope so the hot sun wonnt appear...
Thats all..

20 r0uNds!

Today is the last day of exam...Chemistry paper....not that hard not that easy....i think will pass? Hehss
After chemistry paper...thn bell rang..go home...hav my lunch thn wait until 3.30pm to go for trainin....
Arhh...today is the selection skul team player....18 will be selected....
Ketua Pengawas also came for selection also...Lols
Syarat-syarat untuk layak menjadi skul team player:
20 rounds jog in 30 mins
Hows our performance in the field (match)
....Not that hard only? Hehss...

Ahh! Force my self to run 20 rounds...Lol...Finally i could make it..20 rounds! first time...lol....
Feel like vomiting after 20 rounds....thn straight go for match...without resting...Hah...
After playin...thn all sit at one side rest and for the result while restin...
En.Firdaus said "tak sampai hati nak cakap nama yang akan di singkir, jadi saya akan tampal kat notice board" Lols....
If not been chosen also nvm...c0x still can join the trainin but not the skul team match..Hmmm... not bad.....

Its nice to hav trainin like this everyday....c0x can jokes around wid,chit chat,,gossip wid thm...lols
After suraiii thn stay in astaka to see skul team under 15 football match wid Segambut Jaya....
Tot our skul gonna lose ....lol....but never lose.....won 2-1 man....great job! Hehss
Thats all for today..Gdluk all...

Fo0tbaLL

Went for the training ytd again...This time En.Firdaus came to teach us also...
And hav to run 20 rounds again..Haixxx..This time only can run about 10++ times...worst thn last week...ps....feel like dying after 10+ rounds of jog... and sit at astaka to wait for the others.. Same goes to others..many of thm also run 10+ only..heh...

After the others done, thn warm up and listen to his talk...firdaus said us lembit....20 rounds also cannot run...lembit macam mana nak main bola...lolss...his quite funny anyways...hahass
And the last warm up hav to carry ppl on your back...and bend your leg....this the worst...lolsss..
Carried Kien Lam....leg feel like burning d... Heh. Thn kienlam turn carry me...No problem for him...strong guy..hehss

After warm up...thn ball kicking...to test the keeper.....thn after a while we take turn kickin....firdaus wants to be the keeper...lols...scolded us pondan c0x all cannot kick properly and he save all the ball...Proo~ Hehss Except BeN...score once and all scolded back to him pondan...Piss him...Lols...This firdaus lieks to scold us wid pondan words...Funny...
AFter that..go for match game...fun game ...love it....but bryan injured his leg ( nail) bleedin...so unlucky...its painful...

After the match thn cool down thn suraii...that firdaus said next week if one of us cant jog for 20 rounds....thn he will goin back home....Will he?? Hehss...gonna die next week...
and next week exam t00...interesting week...Hehss
Thats all..

FuN dAy iN tHe Sch00L

Wad a fun day in skul today...Hehss...Laughed so much..
Nervous wid my BM lisan all the time even i memorize all alrdy..Hehss...Until bm period after recess...Mr.Ellan enter the class..and im suppose to do my lisan today...So luckyy..teacher didnt do lisan c0x bincang bout bm's question all the time...s0 he lazy to do ujian lisan? Hehss
Was so nervous....and hope so can do on next period at that time...
When he carry on to the next question suddenly he mention bout lisan and asked who is the next person to do lisan and i raised my hand...Hehss...He said 0hh, Dalam hati cheeseng sekarang mesti sangat gembira, dalam hati ingat 'cikgu....sambung mengajar...sambung mengajar...tak payah lisan, masa sudah mau habiss'...He said somethin like this i think...Hehss
And im waiting for my turn for lisan after he mention this..Hehss..But he continue teachin and teachin until masa tamat...Lolss..Escape..

After skul, went to canteen to eat and go for computer kelab...Hehss
Have lot of fun in the computer lab....Funny Charanjit keep making joke and doin funny things...
and laughin and laughin....Hehss....that was fun....Laugh for 1.30 hours almost non-stop in the lab...LOlss...Laugh till mouth also dam tired....Hehsss
And ..went bak h0me at 4.30 like tat...So late...Wad a dayy...Hehss

FootBall..

Today went for the skul football team training at 3.30pm and end at 6++...thats wonderful...Hehs...Nice wheather...Although rain, its so fun...
Actually I didnt plan to join skul team...but just go there for some training..Since the teacher is not around..Hehss

Jog for 18 rounds out of 20 rounds today..But feel like dieing d...Anyways im enjoying the long jog without the sunlight...Hope to jog more thn 20 rounds at the next training..Hehss
After a long jog...we warm up and had, fitness and some ball trainin thn match...hehs...Enjoyin wid it too..

Thats afew warm up techniques and fitness that i still cannot do yet..c0x of back pain waist..Hehss..Dun dare to try those techniques...
After that thn had our warm down...thn suraii... and had a good chat wit soon yee, skul team captain... in the astaka after the trainin...Didnt know that both of us can communicate so well also..Hehs..
the trainin is about 3 hours...its fun...Hehs
Its so nice to train like this everyday...can release 0ur stress and had lot of fun..

My FiRsT d0g(passed away)

Here are my first dog(female)..
My mom get it from my neighbour friends on 4/4/2008 and passed away on 1/2/2009...not even 1 year
Love her...




Lols...My brotherr playin wid the dog...Hehss

My family were so exciting and happy after gettin this dog..c0z this is the 1st dog we had...Hehx

And my sister name it as "Happy" and its a female dog..

This dog eat very well everyday and eat lots....Bsides that she is happy always and barkin here and barkin there when ever she saw ppl pass by or enter my house...Hehxx

But thn Sometimes felt so annoying wid her bark noice...Especially when doin homework and watchin tv...

I dont like this dog very much frm the beginning...c0x of the pee ...was so smelly...Hehx..

Luckily im not the one who clean it always...My mom always complain after washin the pee...hehx

However...this happen everyday and always since from last year until this year...

"Happy" always eat well and active always.. so wad?? i dun care this dog very much c0x i prefer expensive dogs and special dogs more...

But this yearr..i started to love this dog very much..Hehxx..mayb c0x take care of her for many months d...and have the feelings of caring...Same goes to my family...

Unfortunately..she passed away during Chinese New Year days 0f 5 days suffering...

I felt so sorry for her...dogs are human too...dogs have sense too..

Before my dog sufferin days....My dog ate chickens b0ne 0n 26/01/2009 at night after my family pai nien.... Those chicken bones are bones from KFC which is my family eat and the b0nes bring back to the home for the dogs...Hehs

0n the next day 27/01/2009...it looks very moody and l00ks liike sick but its still eatin and drinkin

My m0m t0t its nth..and t0t that its tiring..

Unfortunately... it refuse to eat 0n the next day 28/01/2009 wednesday, which is the first day 0f sufferin...

"Happy" my d0g, never eat and drinks...thats weird
Since my mom tot its nth...I tot its nth also..

UNtil the next day, second days of suffering 29/01/2009 thursday....its gettin worst and looks very moody and siick.. and still refuse to eat... and vomit 0n the afternoon....The first time i saw a d0g vomit...I felt like cryin, seeing the dog vomit and suffer...c0x the d0gs l00ks like cryin and its pity face

So sad...i cant forget it...

Luckily "Happy" only vomit in the afternoon and n0t the wh0le day...but still refuse to eat and drink..

0n the next day 30/01/2009 friday... "happy" vomit 0n the morning and still never eat and drink... A dog..never eat for 3 days and vomit and vomit...Dog is human too...If u never eat for 3 days and vomit? What do u think u will be like?
"happy" totally no energy... i can feel tat c0x normally he will bark and bark when ppl pass by or eneter my house...but this day n0...In the afternoon,vomit again and in the evenin vomit again too ...bsides vomit in the evening..."happy" shit 0n the floor too...Heh....thats not shit...bl00d..

I was sh0ckk...It sufferin and sufferin and sufferin...and my m0m do all the work..washin "happy" bl00d and white foam(vomit).. I wanted to help..but mom dun let...c0x its very dirty..

31/01/2009 saturday ....same things happen on today...its jux gettin worst.and worst

Nth we can do...My family cant afford to pay the money for the animal clinic...c0x its expensive...

0n the last day 1/2/2009 sunday...i woke up at 10am...Didnt kn0w i will wake up so early..c0x normally wake up at 11am..

The first thing i do ....went to see the dog condition..I was sch0ck again...c0x its lying on the floor like half dead...and the floor is full of blood ....white foaam...I went out quietly c0x my family all still sleepin...I went out and wash the floor alone c0x my mom alrdy wash it for so many days...I should help... My mom also woke up when i was washin... She complained and complained..c0x the smell of blood...so smelly..

"Happy" is half way dead...lying down on the floor..it dun have energy to wake up also...just lyin down and never cares the dirty water goes through its b0dy..

B4 my mom went out to eat...i asked my mom to go pet shop around the kepong pasar ther..to ask bout the dog condition and ask whether got any medicine for my dog condition..

AFter finish washin...it vomit again...Haiix....My heart broken....so pity...this time its vomit wid a loud sound...I cant even believe wad i heard and saw also...Its just vomit like human...Vomit wid loud sound and cryin faces.. My dad awake frm the sleep c0x 0f my dog vomit sound....

I wash it again... My mom also back after a few hours waitin...My mom says that the pet shop says that my dog stomach is full of worm...and my grandfather bought 1 table frm the shop...

Finally...got medicine......after "happy" ate the medicine..we wait for its curing only...

tooo bad...its gettin even worst... even more blood comin out and continue vomit again..wit the sound of vomit..haix....i felt like cryin that time...but never..c0x family in the house..shy...hehx.

its continue vomit until evening...i dont kn0w wad t0 d0 for the dog...just can look at how its suffer...we didnt kn0w wads going on on "happy"

When its vomitin on the evening..my neighbour came out to look..and i asked..kn0w wad happened to the dog?and told him the condition of my dog...Finally my family found out wad happened to the dog...Haiix..Luckily my neighbour kn0ws...Haiix..too bad...we cant do anythin...he said that our dogs cannot eat chicken bones or fish bones c0x this dog is not normal dog...He said those sharp bones "happy" ate poked her stomach or somewhere around inside its b0dy..It kn0t be cure..its too late...he told us to give "happy" 2 tablets of panadol to put "happy" in to a sleep..c0x die is much more better thn sufferin since its will die soon...

THat time im not in the house...I went to my granma house to hide my self frm watchin the dog sufferin.. My mom cried infront 0f me sayin that.. "Happy" gonna die...before i went to my grandma house..I force my self to stay calm and quickly go to grandma house....When i was walkin on the way to grandma house...I cried ....and stop cryin after reach my grandma house...HAiix..

I dont dare to go back to my house....before i went...i l00k at "happy" , its half dead...its eyes turn red...Haiix...sad.

My mom gave 2 panadol to the dogs to let him die in piece.... better thn suffering and suffering

Try to imagine that u are the one who suffering like this...Haiix

My mom and sister...went to grandma house also for dinner...but my brother didnt go...

my grandfather went to my house to see hows the dog while mom was eatin...

after my mom finish eatin...my brother called...telling that..."happy" died....its 9.50pm ..i felt much more better..c0x "happy" dont need to suffer so much again..Its better to pass away...

I dun dare to go home...and waitin thm to throw the dead body to other place thn only get back to the home..Dun dare to see its dead body...make me more upset only..my family pray it wid "colok" and said sorry for givin bones and we didnt know it cannot eat bones...

we planned to farm it in somewher...but...its alrdy very late..s0..no choice..hav to throw to the rubbish place..i didnt know wher my dad throw..c0x n0t in the h0use..

after knowin my dad took the dead body to thr0w...i went back to house.....

My eyess fl00d wid water n0w here.....i think im gonna cry if continue writing...paiiseh

I never take care of this dog since from the first day...I just take care of him for 2 days...washin his blood ,vomit....accompany it whole day for 2 day....feedin it to drink ....

Cried durin bathin when thinkin all the funny moments the dog reaction and lots more....first time cried bc0x of one d0g...thinking h0w its suffer...vomit and blood...hows it vomit..cry and cry quietly in the bathroom..

After bathin..str8 went to sleep...while sleepin...heard that my mom told my brother that...we will meet "happy" in dream while sleepin and its will come back in the midnite for a short while...

c0x my m0m tried it before...when she was young.....her dog passed away also..

I dont believe what my mom said..and i just continue sleep...Hehs..

Unbelieved...i had a good sleep...slept for 11 hours.. i reli dream...i cant believe my self also

U all surely wont believe also..... but nvm...i will tell wad i dreamed...Lolss

I dreamed that....me and my grandfather were outside the house..and prepared a lot food and drinks for "happy" to come back and eat and drink...and after a while waiting together wid my grandfather outside the house..."Happy" suddenly appear infront of me..and....its body and head is very wet wid blood... and my family all look came out to look... and thn goes to end~

I cant believe that i will dream bout it...mayb im thinkin about it very much b4 while sleepin on the bed...


Feel like cryin after woke up..without the sound of "Happy"and in the afternoon My brother said my mom says that she heard our own dogs barkin a few times outside at 4am...0hh...impossible...i cant believe also...but I will believe it.....Hehss

Cant control my self stop thinking also...whenever i see my dog sleeping place and whenever any dog barking around my house.. i will felt like crying and my eyes will flood of water sometimes...

Have to face it...same goes to my sister..cry when mention about the dog....and brother very sad and upset...dunno wheather got cry 0r n0t...heh..

"Happy" is not a dream ......

Love her and do miss her..Hehxx

Edited by my sister...Hehss

Never Ever forget wad happened in this days...

Hehss..

Just wanna write out and express out my feelings through writing here...

Thats all..

Sorry if my language problem or sentence yea..c0x n0t very g00d in ENglish...

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