TiRiNg YeArr..Haiix

Gratzz to the 4 classes for the bm singing competition...all classes also did great job...heh...eventhough ther is still first place and second place...but all classes are almost the same..hehss

Huhhh.....dam tired of ftball training....everyday also hav to go for trainin for the tournament...
too bad...the tournament postpone to 24 march after holiday...hah...its a good newss actually..
Today was dam tired in the skul....this the first time..felt so tired in the class...Keep forcing my self not to close my eyes...hehh...summore got friendly match today after skul...
Match against segambut jaya...many of my others skul fren also said they r very very good...Lol..
But for me...they r just 0k only.. c0x we Draw-ed 2-2 wit segambut jaya(second friendly match) mayb we lucky? Hehs.....and teacher said...many of us played better thn last match against manjalara...
many of thm kena scold also...include me....Its good to be scolded...so tat we will change our playin style to a better style and correct style...
Anywayss..i felt so guilty after the match...heh...c0x cant do anythin also...and cant perform good performance.....haiix..tats y kena scold...felt so dam guilty...haiixx.....Many of thm also improve why im not the one? ..Haixx
And reli felt dam embarrassed...c0x show a bad performance....everytime i made mistake...and lookin to my own team facess,(dissapointed face) on me and also teacher also dissapointed on me.... i felt so sorry and dam piss...hahh..
I just need confident ...but i couldnt make it...haiss lar....still hav to work harderr and harder...Bsides train, hav to study also....so tiring man...lucky i dun hav any tuition...if not...i cant manage my time well.. its so tiring..

Shud i quit frm skul team football? Lol...quit skul team but will still go for training...c0x i just want to gain experience and improve my self joinin skul team..but didnt know we will hav tournament and this and that... But its not a good thing to quit also....just 2 more weeks..tournament... and i alrdy trained so much d....just hav to train harder....and go through this 2 weeks...thn only decide....

Studies gettin worse and worse and lazierr.. summore hav to face the FAMILY...almost everytime also hav problem and arguing in the family...this is the worse yearr...hah....haixx....last year is so much better compair to this year....and im lucky to hav a good dad...When my mom scold my dad, he will never quarrel bad...he will just keep quiet and listen...its not all my dad fault... but no choice....just hav to keep quiet and listen to my mom to avoid quarrel happen in family.....Its not my mom fault also....haixxx...duno wad to say...both of thm also worked so hard to gain money....mayb my mom too worried wid her job...cox of she will be stop workin on this month for 1 and the half month? my mom work in the sungei wang...parkson...and i heard she said that...parkson will be close for 2 month or 1 month startin frm this month or next month...for some reason and she said she worked ther for so long and so many frens alrdy...its hard for her to leave....haiixx...

thats all